“i still take lots of pain medication if i’m having a rough time. it used to [zone me out] but i’ve gotten pretty resistant to the medication so it doesn’t really bother me too much. but [the pain] definitely is still strong. some days i wake up and it’s just not happening, i can’t really move.”
watts says some friendships faltered as a result of her condition since, with all the medical appointments, she didn’t have time to put the effort into maintaining them. “plus, i was quite medicated so i wasn’t really too aware of myself and where i was and what i was doing, so it put strains on my relationships and friendships.”
after having relocated for a few years to ontario and quebec, she’s back in whistler, living with roommates who are more supportive now that they — and she — have a better handle on her condition and what to expect.
she was studying philosophy at bishop’s university in sherbrooke, quebec, but had to drop out part way through her second year because her pain became too problematic. she hopes to return to a local college next year but to focus on another area of study.
the other side of the mountain with facet joint syndrome
watts says, despite a few falls, she’s currently doing quite well, and relies less on a walker and more on a cane if she needs it. and she uses the wheelchair even less, since sitting for long stretches was contributing to her pain.
she has participated in some fundraising events with arthritis society canada, and collaborated with them on a video of her life, illustrating what it means to be young and arthritic, to have spent so much time in hospitals and medical trials. she’s also been involved in the society’s “
fire ball
” galas and fashion shows to raise money and awareness and to change the narrative around what arthritic pain looks like.