dr. timothy sproule had just taken his first vacation in years when he noticed what he thought was a hemorrhoid . a few doctor visits later, sproule received a horrifying diagnosis: colorectal cancer.
colorectal cancer develops in the lining of the colon or rectum and generally has few to no symptoms until it has progressed to an advanced stage. in men, it is the second leading cause of death from cancer and the third leading cause in women, according to the canadian cancer society . approximately 1 in 14 men and 1 in 18 women will develop colorectal cancer at some point in their life.
sproule and his treatment team decided on an aggressive approach to this already-spreading cancer, using both radiation and chemo therapy to give him them best possible chance of a cure. sproule also underwent a pelvic exenteration, a major surgery that resulted in the removal of his descending colon, rectum, prostate and bladder. after severe complications from this surgery, sproule — an expert in wound healing from his work as a reconstructive surgery — found himself exploring innovative treatment methods and now uses his experience from the other side of the gurney to develop better therapies for patients.
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i went online, and i probably downloaded 1000 articles about all sorts of different things and i went through the elisabeth kübler-ross thing where she talks about the five stages of grief. i went through all that. part of it was going through an aggressive learning curve about what was available in terms of treatment options. i had a forlorn hope that maybe there’s some magic treatment, because we’re in an exciting time right now in terms of cancer care. maybe i [could] travel to some exotic place and get some kind of magic treatment that will allow me to be cured. at the end of the day, i settled on pretty much the standard, conventional and pretty aggressive treatment. [i think] i made the right choice, but i certainly went through a lot of issues with that.
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i had, initially, a more aggressive and broader rang of radiotherapy plus what’s called adjuvant chemotherapy at the same time, over a course of a few months around christmas 2015 into 2016. and the reason that i had a stronger radiation and so on was i had probable evidence [that the cancer was spreading], so they had to radiate more.
i had this radiation and it was, like, amazing. i had a really a profound improvement in my cancer. the classifications system that’s used is called the tnm classification. t stands for tumour, n stands for nodes and m stands for metastases. so you can determine very grossly how bad your cancer is by putting it into that category. and mine was a t four, n one, m one cancer — that’s pretty bad. the m means metastasis, which means spread beyond the local bed. it had not spread to my liver or my lungs, which is a much more serious thing. but it had spread locally and so i knew i was in bad shape. after the radiation, you couldn’t even see my tumour except for a little tiny nub on my rectum on the inside.
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i actually had an argument with my radiation oncologist and said, look, can i maybe just wait and see how it goes? [but] because we used high fraction radiotherapy, [it was] all going to fall apart. you can’t just [leave it].
so i went ahead and had the surgery in march 2016, and the operation i had done was called a pelvic exenteration. that’s the biggest operation, pretty much, that general surgeons do. they took out my rectum, my descending colon, my bladder, my prostate. and then i had to make holes for various stuff to still come out, so i had a colostomy put in which is permanent, which i still have, and also an operation reconstruction called an ileal conduit. it’s a very exotic thing where, because they removed the bladder entirely, the ureters that come out of the kidneys have to be put into a situation where they can drain out to the outside. so you still have a bowel that works and then you’ve got two holes coming out — two stoma, they’re called — coming out of the abdominal wall, one makes pee and the other makes poo. i went through a lot of issues related to that from a psychological perspective.
i had a 14-hour-long operation. i had really never experienced surgery as a patient before of any significant degree and so it was a real eye opener. a few things were really very positive initially. i had an epidural put in for the week i was in hospital — what’s used in baby [delivery] to reduce the pain — and it is amazing. for the week i was in the hospital i didn’t take a single narcotic painkiller, it was so astounding even though i had this huge operation. i went home and [was] really feeling pretty good about stuff at that point. but then, a couple of weeks after i got home, i had a bunch of wound complications. i developed a condition called peritonitis, which is an infection in the peritoneal cavity. i got catastrophically sick and had to be readmitted to hospital for about a month. it was really horrific. i didn’t have any pain initially, but i sure as heck had pain afterwards. and it was just awful, the pain was so severe that there was basically nothing that he could give me that would take away the pain.
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you can get problems with your ears popping, just keep going up and down in a plane. and i had that happen to me a little. and you also get pressure put on your cornea so that your vision can change a little bit if you have a lot of treatments. my vision improved for close vision, which is good for me as a plastic surgeon. it’s slightly decreased for distance vision, which isn’t as big a problem and i just ended up that after waiting several months for it to recover after my treatment. i just changed the prescription of my glasses and i can see better now than i did before my injury.
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so, i got home from the hospital and a homecare nurse and ostomy nurse came to my home to check things out. at that time, i didn’t have a clue as to how to change these things and it’s a lot more of a challenge than you think — there actually is not very good information on how to do it properly. so i asked this ostomy nurse when can i start swimming again, and she said, oh, you’ll never be able to swim again. i was a little bit crestfallen about that.
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one thing i used to do before i got sick was a lot of volunteer work. i’ve been to a bunch of different countries around the world as a surgical volunteer, mostly doing things like cleft lips and burns and microsurgery and things. and i actually have been on a trip since my big issues — in 2018, i went on a trip to india. i had significant anxiety but when i got there i was able to do pretty much everything that i wanted to do. in some ways i was even better than i did because i had a different kind of level of compassion and insight into pain and suffering than i’d had before. and i am hoping now that covid is finally lifting then i’ll be able to do that kind of stuff again because it was important to me. so i really believe that you can cope with whatever, you just have to go through a systematic process of solving one problem at a time. and that’s sort of where i am now.
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oh, yeah. i swim almost every day.
well, i still have some trouble with it all, frankly, all things considered. but i would say i was already a little bit of a disciplined person, that’s sort of why i ended up getting into medicine. but i have been [interested in] stoic philosophy. it’s mostly taking the attitude that you’re not going to get too emotional about stuff and you’re just going to cope with things as best you can. i’ve been doing a little bit of that and mostly that works out. i’m pretty good with it. i’ve had some ups and downs emotionally, but overall, i’m pretty grateful for my lot in life. i’m pain free. i’m able to swim and ride a bike and run. i’m able to practice my beloved specialty once again, i’ve got myself involved in new friendships and new relationships, both professionally and personally. so i’m doing really well.
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i think i’m a better cosmetic surgeon than i was because i have an appreciation of the magnitude of the issues that people deal with that you maybe don’t think of when you’re a treating physician. i’ve got an insight into that from being on the other side of the gurney.
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everyone, every one of us is on a journey. all of us have got a pretty hard light one way or the other and i think all of us can aspire to make a little bit of a difference. the thing i feel really more than anything right now is gratitude that i’ve been given a further opportunity to make a difference. i am pretty satisfied with my lot. it’s not like i wouldn’t trade my pelvic exenteration for having a relatively normal physical appearance, but the fact is i’m good with what’s happened.
emma jones is a multimedia editor with healthing. you can reach her at emjones@postmedia.com or on instagram and twitter @jonesyjourn .
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