however, his neurologist only focused on the seizures. if they were controlled, he was told there was no need to change the medication. “he didn’t listen to my lifestyle changes. and after a while, i just felt like i was whining, so i decided to just suck it up.”
through his work at epilepsy canada, in 2018, he met a neurologist at the university health network’s toronto western hospital, site of the krembil brain institute and epilepsy monitoring unit. they had a conversation about his medication and side effects.
“one was loss of balance. i had always been an athlete growing up. and then later on, i couldn’t even play golf because i’d fall over. i completely lost my balance. so i had stopped physical activity, i’d gained a lot of weight and had mood swings that were difficult to handle for myself and people around me.”
the neurologist suggested collins move under his care, which was a turning point in his life in many ways. he learned the tremors in his eyes, which affected his ability to concentrate and read and focus, could also be from the medication.
he asked me how i was able to work over the last five years because it was really stressful and hard, and i simply replied with, ‘i just gutted it out,’” collins says.