as a professional musician, daryl scott is used to performing in front of large crowds. yet, due to a skin condition that can appear in raised, red or purplish patches, the award-winning guitarist and songwriter has struggled with anxiety and extreme self-consciousness over his appearance. scott, like an estimated one million canadians, lives with psoriasis, an autoimmune disease in which certain infection-fighting cells go into overdrive. it affects women and men equally, yet we tend to hear less about the struggles in men. with a public-facing career, scott has always been hyper-aware of his symptoms. “i’ve been on stage when you can see the red blotches,” he says, “and you’re sweating, and itching, all while trying to entertain the crowd.”
at summer music festivals, with audiences close to the stage, scott says he would immediately start thinking about his skin. “all of a sudden, in the middle of a set, i’d think, maybe i’ll just keep my shirt on — sometimes even a long-sleeved shirt — no matter how hot it is,” he recalls.
scott understands why people hold back during doctor visits, especially when the psoriasis is in delicate skin-on-skin regions (such as the groin, genitals, buttocks and armpit) from sharing with their health-care providers those affected areas. “if someone already feels very awkward, i can see how, if it shows up in unmentionable places, they might feel their dignity or manhood was affected,” he says.