he said he has attempted suicide multiple times, suffers from depression, has difficulty concentrating at school and at work and was placed in youth protection.
“it wasn’t like a leak of water. it was really like a flood,” the teen said of the effect the abuse has had on his life. “it affected my family enormously and my relationships with my friends and family, how i was perceived. i have a lot of difficulty just staying alive.”
the victim said that while he is a student now he sometimes had difficulty going to school.
“my first sexual experience was a rape, with him (in a park). it wasn’t gentle and it wasn’t with my consent,” he said, adding he consumed a lot of drugs with bélair. “i can’t just erase it. i can’t put it aside and say it’s ok. this man destroyed me.”
the other victim said he is now socially isolated, has overdosed since the abuse and that his relationship with his mother was ruptured.
“i placed my trust in (bélair) and he broke it,” the victim said. “i began to question my value.”
“it’s like i have disappeared. he left me with emotional and physical scars that i still have today.”
when bélair pleaded guilty on july 31, also to charges of drug trafficking, the court was told of how he first met the 14-year-olds during the summer of 2021 at parc père-marquette in rosemont-la-petite-patrie.