“i’ve had to be extra careful during covid,” says macaulay. his first line of defence has been isolation, which he has been doing for over two years now. it hasn’t been easy. “isolation has taken a big emotional toll on me,” he says. “my circle has shrunk dramatically. it has been hard on my wife as well, as she’s careful to protect me. for the past two-and-a-half years, we’ve only had safe, small, outdoor gatherings.”
macaulay hasn’t been able to go for routine blood testing during the last few months, as the risk is too high. when he does venture out, he wears a half-facepiece respirator – a mask with n95-equivalent filters that looks like a gas mask – for protection. “i look ridiculous, and people point at me, but it’s absolutely necessary,” he says.
macaulay notes that despite the challenges he has faced daily for the past two-plus years, things are even harder for others in the cll community and other immune-compromised individuals. “i have a lot of privilege,” he explains. “i’m male, i’m able-bodied, i’m ambulatory, i’m an athlete, i’m cisgendered, i’m straight, i have a job where i can work from home, and i’m relatively financially stable. during the pandemic, what i was seeing online was that a lot of people like me who are immune-compromised were suffering because they didn’t have that privilege. it really impacted and saddened me to see how much people are suffering.”