without that creativity applied to my treatment, i don’t believe that i would be here today having this conversation.
it takes a lot of strength to get this type of diagnosis and then decide on a new approach that not many people had tried.
it is amazing what the human spirit can do when you’re forced into a corner. it’s a major part of the will to survive. i realized that it wasn’t like it was in the ’90s, where all i had was access to a doctor and an encyclopedia that was printed 12 years earlier. information is readily available now. my oncologist at princess margaret, cynthia and i looked through all the options and we came up with a solution that’s not written in any textbook.
precision matters now. my oncologist had the insight to recommend that my tumour be genetically sequenced, and it was that decision to genetically sequence my tumour that ultimately led to our treatment decision.
through all of this, how was your family?
at the time, we didn’t talk about it. we didn’t talk about how my chance of surviving five years was 20 per cent. under the weight of that statistic, it was very difficult for me to shake off the negativity. i worked very closely with the psychosocial department at princess margaret. the emotional component of dealing with cancer, in my case at least, was probably three-quarters of the problem. the other 25 per cent, the physical side, was easier for me to deal with. [the thought of] having to say goodbye to my kids at those tender ages and having to say goodbye to my parents was awful.